10:36 PM
Thursday, January 19, 2006
I had a below average day today. *sigh* I must admit it's really a chore going to school. The major infamous thing that happened to me today was totally horrible. Thinking that I was late for the stupid Geography lecture, or in this case tutorial, I dashed right through the front door of LT5 and the teacher was like "...AND CAN YOU STOP OPENING THE DOOR??!!" like a tigeress. Whoa... That was embarrasing. But the irony is that stupid "Lecture in Progress" sign was not switched on! Is there justice in this world? I didn't catch the teacher's name but I sure do hope I won't ever ever get her as my damn teacher EVER! And to make things worst, I was the only one from my class to go for that H1 Geo tutorial. I felt so... miserable and alone. And today, the chinese teacher Mr Ng or whatever the name is, told us to create a blog, IN CHINESE!! Can you believe it?? Me? Writing my personal stuff in Chinese? I simply cannot imagine that... Anyway, i have totally no idea on how to go about doing this stupid mother tongueish blog.
The new timetable starts today and this time, there are tutorials. Sianz. At least lectures can slack abit but you can forget about doing that during tutorials.
I am in such a great enormous dilemma in the "choosing cca" aspect. Trust me, it's really quite a headache, when deciding on which cca to settle in. For me, it's either Chinese Orchestra, Red Cross or Guitar Club... And I still don't know which to choose! CO requires perserverance, that's for sure... I heard its practices are on weds and fris until 8PM!! Can you believe it?? ARGHHHHHH!!!!
JC life is going to be hard, real hard. I really don't know what I want actually... As in my ambition... I thought alot of being a pharmacist but I didn't made the grade to study chem or even bio. Sad... I thought of becoming an accountant too and that's my reason for choosing this subject combi. maths, computing, econs and h1 geo. I should have took H1 chem though. Why am I soooo STUPID?? Lets just cross my fingers and hope my O levels results are going to be better...
3:04 AM
Monday, January 09, 2006
WAHHH... We had lectures today at LT 1 and 4. Haiz... I didn't get the subject combi I wanted. Sad huh... my ideal combi is actually H2 Chemistry, Biology, Maths and H1 Geography. I know my expectations are high and I'm not really built for science but that's the onli combination that will allow me a place in the pharmacy course offered at NUS. Ya.. My ambition is to be a pharmacist but I personally think that I do not possess the abilities to achieve my goal. This is all just a dream...
Anywayz, there is still 2 long years way ahead of me. I am really lost... It's just like standing in a middle of a hazy, smoky crossroad with the signs "POLY" and "JC" and there are sub signs that says "what courses" and "ambition" and "which JC" and the list goes on... In life, there's so many decisions to make. The choice are just endless which makes you feel even more confused.
The "O" level results are due in mid February and I am looking forward to the day no matter how my results turned out to be. At least I get to go back to Mayflower to see HK, KH and the others. Life is so miserable without close friends to be with...
Although I was not approved to take chemistry as 1 of my subjects, I sat through the chemistry lecture today. LOL. So extra right? Well, I just sat there then the lights dimmed, then came this music came blaring out. You know... the kind of music that is played when the eight course dinner for a wedding takes place?? LOL. Ya... And the chemistry teachers emerged from the door from behind holding candles. They introduced themselves after walking down the aisle. The chemistry lecture teacher was funny though. He make us take a funny pledge, like MR Nathan did. LOL.
Ummm... what else? Ohh! We partied the night away on friday, which was the last day of orientation. Hmm... Ya.. I think that's just about it...
6:21 AM
Thursday, January 05, 2006
On case you haven't noticed, its already 2006 for god's sake! And todays the 3rd day of orientation in ijc. Hmm.. I really wonder how the hell am I going to survive in there. Haiz... Anywayz, I chose my subject combination yesterday and here's the list...
H2 Maths
H2 Computing
H2 Economics
H1 Geography
H1 MT
H1 General paper (ARRRGGHH!!)
H1 Project work (SUX!!)
As you can see from the list, I didn't chose any science subjects. U know.. as in Chemistry, biology and Physics?