WAHHH... We had lectures today at LT 1 and 4. Haiz... I didn't get the subject combi I wanted. Sad huh... my ideal combi is actually H2 Chemistry, Biology, Maths and H1 Geography. I know my expectations are high and I'm not really built for science but that's the onli combination that will allow me a place in the pharmacy course offered at NUS. Ya.. My ambition is to be a pharmacist but I personally think that I do not possess the abilities to achieve my goal. This is all just a dream...


Anywayz, there is still 2 long years way ahead of me. I am really lost... It's just like standing in a middle of a hazy, smoky crossroad with the signs "POLY" and "JC" and there are sub signs that says "what courses" and "ambition" and "which JC" and the list goes on... In life, there's so many decisions to make. The choice are just endless which makes you feel even more confused.


The "O" level results are due in mid February and I am looking forward to the day no matter how my results turned out to be. At least I get to go back to Mayflower to see HK, KH and the others. Life is so miserable without close friends to be with...


Although I was not approved to take chemistry as 1 of my subjects, I sat through the chemistry lecture today. LOL. So extra right? Well, I just sat there then the lights dimmed, then came this music came blaring out. You know... the kind of music that is played when the eight course dinner for a wedding takes place?? LOL. Ya... And the chemistry teachers emerged from the door from behind holding candles. They introduced themselves after walking down the aisle. The chemistry lecture teacher was funny though. He make us take a funny pledge, like MR Nathan did. LOL.


Ummm... what else? Ohh! We partied the night away on friday, which was the last day of orientation. Hmm... Ya.. I think that's just about it...