Today is the day that i have submitted my second round of subject combination (which is h2 maths, chemistry, biology and h1 geography) and I seriously don't know what I am doing. Is this the right path for me? Am I able to cope? What is going to happen to me after 2 dreadful years?? Will I be able to make it to university? Or will I end up in a polytechnic? This sux... The worst thing that can happen right now is that there's school the very next day. Haiz...sian. I submitted my JAE form as well, placing innova as the first choice, ignoring comments of how "crazy" and "sot" I am to not put anderson or nanyang as one of my choices. I chose iNNOVA instead... How crazy can I get?? IN fact, I didn't even bother to place these anderson and nanyang in my list at all. I put pioneer as my second choice, pharmacy in np as third, early childhood development at np as forth, accountacy and finance at nyp as fifth and finally opetemetry as the sixth and last choice.


I really regretted not opting to do triple sciences. I never liked 4J anyway. In fact, I don't miss them at all, except for a few close ones. I have to pay dreary for my decision to do combined sciences. I really wonder, is there no easy way out of life at all? Everything comes with a price to pay... And this debt is to be paid for the next two years of my life in innova. This is not even the beginning... And I haven't even decided on the cca... *sigh*


Lets just cross our fingers and hope that life will take a turn and change for the better...And I mean it!!